My eyes are so red at the moment because I'm crying
so much right now. He's such a fcking coward for trying to apologize to me through MSN. C'mon.
I'm just a little glad that he's admitted that he was being an ass and that he regrets all the things he did. I feel a bit sympathetic. We've been friends since he was in grade 4ish 5 so I have a reason to be crying so much right now. I'm still pissed at him.
For so many reasons. It still feels like what he's said isn't enough to make me change my mind, but I don't know how it would be like if me and him stop being friends forever. How would you feel if your friend
FROM TIME, apologized to you in a crappy way (but still apologized) and you reject it? I don't know what to do right now. He's just so messed. He can't make up his mind about things and he doesn't know what he wants. He just does things without thinking about it. And he can't even say shit to my face. Right now, I just want him to feel really bad and guilty for what he started.
( What the hell )I just wanna leave him wondering for now so it kills him.
I'm not feeling very forgiving at the moment. I don't know about second chances with this one.